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April 09, 2007

- It's 3am And I Can't Sleep -

Feeling too heaty. Could be a fever coming up soon. Bleh. Anyway, did the colorgenics test cause I've been infected with the internet trend virus.

My results are scary. Cause it is true. =(

You are feeling really miserable at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.

You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.

Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

Did I tell you I also hate MTV for making the bands I love mainstream?

I realize My Chem is now nothing more than just another teen idol band in which fangirls go crazy at how hot the lead frontman is. The rest of the band members are just there for show. Wow.

Update: They have 5 members in the band. Yes 5. My Chem does not equal to Gerard. This is to all those who thinks so otherwise.

They love them not cause of the music they made but *in a squeaky girly voice* "Cause Gerard is such a major hottie!" *squeals*

What the FUCK?! Seriously.

MTV just destroyed one of the greatest bands ever. Blah. But I shouldn't be ranting about it. I should congratulate My Chem for making it this far.

If MTV ever, EVER, make 30 Seconds to Mars mainstream, I would seriously go back in time and become a hippie protesting against animal cruelty and be a vegetarian.

Then again, Jared being a teen idol IS hilarious. Heh. He's turning 36 this year. Old enough to be your dad. I mean. Matured enough. I hate the word old.

Blah, if anyone ever treats Jared like an object instead of a person, I'd have the whole Echelon army beating the crap out of whoever that will be. Respect him.

Hah. Oh. Since it's already 9th April today:

Happy 30th Birthday Mr. Gerard Way!!!!

My Email to G:

First off, one year has passed and I'm sure a lot has been happening to you and your band. Just want to say congratulations. Congratulations for writing and composing one of the greatest record in like.. ever. And yes, screw whoever labels you as an emo band. Actually screw whoever made the definition of the word emo itself. Labeling is stupid. You guys are awesome! Being down to earth and just being yourself is what makes My Chem unique.

Anyway, let us not ramble on and on about your band. You guys are successful. Keep it up. But today is your day. Your special day. I wish I could be in Sweden at your concert right now. But due to some circumstances and restraints, I can't. I guess this email would work. I'm sure lots of fans would be celebrating your birthday at the concert. Hah, I'm missing out on all the fun.

[This part is personal LOL]

PS: Come to Singapore one day alright? We love for you to drop by. And stop smoking please. You've managed to stop your alcoholism habit, I'm sure you can stop smoking. You have the whole MCR army who loves and will support you all the way.

Rock On!

Hah, I know it's pretty lame. =3 And I censored that one part there.

Kay time to sleep. It's already 4am. BLEH.

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