May 29, 2007
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Hope there would be something interesting to snap. If not I would be forced to create an abstract composition by using my makeup set and taking a picture of that.
So anyway, thought I'd be writing my to-do list here so I can keep track of stuffs.
1. Design my blogskins.
2. Check if I finish my blogskins.
3. Finish up blogskins.
4. MUST finish skins. XD
5. Collect graduation suit.
6. Start on my Anberlin and Paramore's avatars.
7. Submit resume.
8. Post my vacation photos
So yeah. Keep on a lookout for my blogskins. Because that's what I would be doing for the rest of my days.
I think I'd be doing the customs first. (Awww..) Before I start doing the general public use ones. Especially for that Volcom special. Damn. It's already 3 weeks overdue. I procrastinate wayyy too much. I extended the datedue cause I was working that time. LOL.
Alright that'd be all. I'll be back on 1st June. =D TTYL!
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Forgotten @ 6:54 PM
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Like I've said before, I decided to draw Gerard Way's face on PS. By the looks of it, I think it looked pretty awesome. Just hope the final layers (the hair) won't screw it up.
At least I got the nose right. Hah! The eye... still need practice.
And the mouth. Geez. LOTS of practice for that area there.
Clothes wise... Nevermind. I need to practice more.
But overall. I think it looks pretty okay for someone who didn't go to art school. T_T LOL.
Alright here are the WIPs (work in progress) screenshots.
1. deviantART
Clocked in at 3 hours.
2. deviantART
Clocked in at 5 hours.
3. deviantART
Clocked in at 10hours.
Final Result:
Here
Clocked in at 16hours.
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Forgotten @ 6:27 PM
May 28, 2007
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Happy~ Finished my contract with Robinsons. No more working there. Time to find another job. Kinda sickening to move job everytime. But a part of me liked it because there's variety. Ah well...
I have a long break now. Time to enjoy. But what I really want is some private time with myself. I need to go on a crash diet again. I'm like... 46kilos now. *gasp* From my previous 43. BLAH.
Fucking fast food.
I need to design some blogskins. Feel lucky that you know me. *heh*
Nah just kidding. I kinda like being underground like this. No one knows about me. XD
AND make some more new avvies. I think I'll be doing some masking this time round. Kinda like my 'Polaroid Memories' batch. I LOVE masking brushes.
And I'll be drawing a digital portrait of Gerard Way on PS.
*cough* And find a job *cough*
Nice to-do list.
I'm going off to Malaysia on Wednesday. Melacca. Fun? I hope so. We're not stopping by Afamosa. Blah. I thought I can snap some shots of the old buildings there with Stacie.
That's fine. I can snap the pool side. It's kinda gorgeous. I think. From what I've seen in the pictures.
Yeah, so be prepared for a swarm of photos on my deviantART when I come back. =D
I hope it'd be... you know... nice. =/
No I still won't take photos of myself. Because Stacie hates my face.
She eats batteries. A battery can last her for like... 2 hours of full snapping. Then charge for 4 hours for another 2 hours of snapping. Blah.
I want to buy lots of stuffs. But no money. Hahaha. Sad? YES!
Alright, that'd be all. =)
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Forgotten @ 5:39 PM
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Never Forgotten
©Quarter Past Chaos
You,
You told me that everything was fine.
Never have to think about what was going on in my mind.
I,
I believed everything that you'd said.
Never have to think about the empty promises we'd made.
I was stupid.
You were never forgotten but never remembered.
Did you deserved it? Did you like it?
You will never be hurting me ever,
Again.
We,
We used to be glad with what we had.
Never did I think that it could all turn bad.
They,
They could see all what was wrong.
But I couldn't see it, no, cause baby...
I was blind.
You were never forgotten but never remembered.
Did you deserved it? Did you like it?
You will never be hurting me ever,
Again.
These thoughts that were running through my head,
Reminiscing every second, every moment that I've wasted.
You weren't always there when I needed you,
But I didn't care. I still waited for you.
I still waited...
You were never forgotten but never remembered.
Did you deserved it? Did you like it?
You will never be hurting me ever,
Again.
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So yeah. It's been a while since I wrote huh? I think this should be my 14th or 15th completed works. I don't know. I didn't check. I didn't bother to keep track either. I just write. Anyway, my contract has ended. Sad? Pretty much. But hey it'll pass.
Let's see... Oh, yeah. Explain this crazy poem?
Err... I started with the word forgotten. And well... I opened notepad and typed. O_O Yeah, this is an impromptu poem. *gasp* No wonder it sucks. LOL. Done in 10mins. Blah.
But I kinda like the phrase:
"Never forgotten but never remembered."
Cool huh?
It's like you don't wanna forget someone and yet at the same time you don't wanna remember him either. Like.. Whoa... Cool.
Confused?
I know I am. Hahahaha... Alright that'd be all. I'll be going back to Robinsons tomorrow with Nurul to get the company stamp and what nots. Then I'd be sending my timeslip and computer loan to the bank. There goes half of my pay.
BUT! This also means, I can buy a guitar. Yay! Composing song. Something I haven't done before. My brother took up guitar lessons in school. Maybe he can teach me. Yay! Learning something new is fun.
But learning something new related to Chem Eng is NEVER fun. =(
©Quarter Past Chaos
You,
You told me that everything was fine.
Never have to think about what was going on in my mind.
I,
I believed everything that you'd said.
Never have to think about the empty promises we'd made.
I was stupid.
You were never forgotten but never remembered.
Did you deserved it? Did you like it?
You will never be hurting me ever,
Again.
We,
We used to be glad with what we had.
Never did I think that it could all turn bad.
They,
They could see all what was wrong.
But I couldn't see it, no, cause baby...
I was blind.
You were never forgotten but never remembered.
Did you deserved it? Did you like it?
You will never be hurting me ever,
Again.
These thoughts that were running through my head,
Reminiscing every second, every moment that I've wasted.
You weren't always there when I needed you,
But I didn't care. I still waited for you.
I still waited...
You were never forgotten but never remembered.
Did you deserved it? Did you like it?
You will never be hurting me ever,
Again.
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So yeah. It's been a while since I wrote huh? I think this should be my 14th or 15th completed works. I don't know. I didn't check. I didn't bother to keep track either. I just write. Anyway, my contract has ended. Sad? Pretty much. But hey it'll pass.
Let's see... Oh, yeah. Explain this crazy poem?
Err... I started with the word forgotten. And well... I opened notepad and typed. O_O Yeah, this is an impromptu poem. *gasp* No wonder it sucks. LOL. Done in 10mins. Blah.
But I kinda like the phrase:
"Never forgotten but never remembered."
Cool huh?
It's like you don't wanna forget someone and yet at the same time you don't wanna remember him either. Like.. Whoa... Cool.
Confused?
I know I am. Hahahaha... Alright that'd be all. I'll be going back to Robinsons tomorrow with Nurul to get the company stamp and what nots. Then I'd be sending my timeslip and computer loan to the bank. There goes half of my pay.
BUT! This also means, I can buy a guitar. Yay! Composing song. Something I haven't done before. My brother took up guitar lessons in school. Maybe he can teach me. Yay! Learning something new is fun.
But learning something new related to Chem Eng is NEVER fun. =(
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Forgotten @ 2:00 AM
May 27, 2007
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OMG!! *cries* My last day~ Somehow as much as I love not having a job, I'm gonna miss all of them there...
Nurul: My working buddy. Countless crazy moments we have eh. "EH! Sotong! Eh!" XD Shared your problems and I said out my thoughts. Who knows maybe we can work in the same company again? Keep in touch girl! Take care yeah! =D
Jenny: Always giving me silly stories keeping me entertained and keeping me updated with all the politics happening there. X3
PeiPei: At first I thought you're strict. Ok, maybe you're still are. But you're pretty cute with your actions and stuffs. You know when to have fun and be serious. =D
Kelly: Thanks for guiding me on the POS thing. Instructions are pretty clear and I got the hang of things after 2 days or so. XD Oh, did I ever say I love your hair? LOL.
Elise: So stressed even when you're not supposed to be stressed. Sorry for giving you a hard time and making you stress even more when we wanna check stock for Trucco. Hahaha.
Wati: Always around when I need your help. Which is all the time except when you're out for lunch. In that case, I'd always find Adeline. XD Hahaha.. Take care of your self and your kid! =D
Adeline: Same case with Wati. No Wati, got Adeline. No Adeline, got Wati. Hahaha. Okay, maybe I AM a little irritating with my asking questions once a while. But I need to make sure before I do anything. Screw up, and my head is off. Hahaha, thanks for teaching me the unknowns gift vouchers thingy.
Latiff: Never thought a guy could work at a ladies designer section. Hah, was I wrong. You got some pretty amazing talents designing the mannequins. Could be a fashion designer in the future? Maybe.. XD Thanks for teaching me some of the stuffs on POS as well.
Last but not least....
Francis: Another person who is as blur as me. My senior by 3 days. My cashier buddy. Two blur cashier virgins asking each other stupid questions and finally, end up searching for Adeline for help. XD Crazy, crazy times.
Yeah, those are all the staff I've worked with for the past.... 2 weeks. I may not known you long, but it's long enough to feel that I'll miss you guys when I leave.
Hahahaha, sorry for the missing $42.80. I didn't check the NETS machine. Too many people, long queue, fast and careless. XD Yeah, so far a missing $42.80 and 42378952798 void transactions and 59024 visa corrections. XD Sheesh. I'm so bad with money. Blah.
OH! Thanks PY for that special dedication post. OMG, I'm so fucking honored, can? XD Yay! My first fan. LAWL! Yeah, yeah. I'm building my portfolio see....
DeviantART
Hope some designing companies are able to recruit me. I got no paper qualifications though. BLAH. T_T
Art School = 36k per year = broke ass for the rest of my life. T_T
Blah, that'd be all for the day.
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Forgotten @ 10:29 AM
May 25, 2007
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I'm gonna bring Stacie (my camera) out to snap some photos soon. Maybe after my work contract ends. Which is next week.
J is being such an idiot lately. I kinda hate his attitude for it. Bah nevermind. I need some time out alone. Yeah I know you're reading this. Maybe you should hear what's on my mind.
Anyway, on a good note, I'm gonna have my pay check soon. Which makes me kinda excited. But I know I'm gonna have to use the money to pay my computer loans, my school loans and my long distance phone calls... Blah. Which basically leaves me with... nothing.
I think I should be able to buy a guitar. But that would mean I have to eat at home for the rest of my lives. But hey, who's complaining? My mom's cooking = owns. Too bad I don't have her talents. I got my dad's artistic hands and perfectionist attitude I suppose.
Which is bad. Cause it always makes me unsatisfied with whatever I'm doing. Tweaking here and there will destroy whatever I have done.
Oh, I did made brunch today. Which makes me kinda happy. It's been quite a while since I last cooked. Ever since M teared himself away from me, cooking was never fun anymore. Anyway, brunch was no biggie. It was only rolled up sausages in bread. Or I called them Rolled Sausage Bread. Duh.
It's just a rendition of the traditional sardine in rolled bread. You know, you roll the bread with sardines in them, smother them in egg and pan fry them. Blah nevermind. I suck at explaining I know.
Hmm what else... Oh I got Linkin Park's Minutes to Midnight album from Iz. Kinda not satisfied with it. I only like, you know, "What I've Done". But you know me, I change taste fast. I hated Panic!'s album when I got it. But after a while I'm hooked. XD Iz got the T-Shirt. And decided to keep it. Bleh.
I destroyed Jared Leto's face today. ROFLMAO!
Look at my previous entry. Damn. Sorry~ It's been forever since I last drew a digital art. Optical mouse are shaky. I kinda wish for a pen mouse. I think that would be much better. But as if that can magically help me draw beautifully. But still pencil and paper owns! I wanna play around with oil pastels again. Damn those are messy but great results everytime. =D Markers, charcoal, chalk.... Oh oh clay. Hahahaha... Looks like I'll be buying art supplies with my pay. XD
Getting in touch with my artistic side again? Hell yeah! The reason why I love holidays. =)
BUT! For the meantime I could practice with my digital drawings till I get the hang of things. Next face to destroy, Gerard Way. ROFL!
Sorry sweetheart. XD
Paramore's Riot album in June~ Anberlin's coming to Singapore in June... Projekt Revolution gig is coming up but I can't go because it's like so far away... Yay~
And I'm going overseas to Malaysia. Yeah... Photos!
"Cause I've seen love die way too many times when it deserved to be alive..."-Emergency (Paramore)
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Forgotten @ 12:44 AM
May 24, 2007
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I don't know why I decided to draw Jared's face on PS. =o
Well, I already clocked in 4 hours on his face. GAH I'm such a retard on noses and ears. Anyway, this is the WIP screenshot.
DeviantART
EDIT: O_O It's done.
WARNING: Wear your blindfolds. Please. X_X
DeviantART
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Forgotten @ 10:00 PM
May 23, 2007
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ALL the pages are done. Time to start on something new. Maybe on the Anberlin's and Paramore's set everyone is dying to see. I know Rachel is. XD
Alright. I have an idea for this batch. It will look pretty unique. *evil laugh*
Any designing companies wanna recruit a lost artist? Hahahaha... No paper qualifications so that basically lowers my chance to... 0.05%. =(
*sigh*
Big mistake to be joining in Chemical Engineering. I didn't enjoy it. I didn't learn anything from it. Blah. Pssh, time to design my avatars.
TTYL!
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Forgotten @ 2:54 PM
May 22, 2007
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Yeah yeah. I changed my blogskin again. I just love experimenting with different styles. Heh.
But I kinda hate this. It's messy. =/
But then again, it's super cool cause I've never seen anything like it.
I didn't slice them up cause I'm lazy. Without slicing, this page took me 10 hours. LOL. I think with slice, I'd take the whole day.
Anyway, I think most of you won't know what I'm talking about just now. So take that as if I'm talking to myself.
So what's new on this layout?
I don't have an 'About Me' page. Mainly because I don't know what to write to describe myself. So I just embedded a little bunch of info together with the page skin.
I've added a gallery page where I'll be posting back my icons and avatars from Iconator in categories. Hmmm... That page is still under construction. Considering I have like 200+ avatars and it's already 2:30am right now. I think I'll be posting my photographs as well. Or maybe just the link to my deviantART account. Photographs are huge.
Other than that, I don't think there's anything new. Blog, credits, links... yada-yada-yada...
Since I don't really like this layout, I think I'll be making a new one. XD But I need ideas~~~~
I actually thought of making like a serious layout. You know like those business corporate ones. But damn, they look so boring and plain. =/ Just text and text and more text.
ARGH! I haven't started the Anberlin's/Paramore's set yet!! *dies* I haven't even started to collect the lines from their lyrics. T_T I'll do it tomorrow then. I mean, later in the afternoon. It's already Tuesday now.
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Forgotten @ 2:27 AM
May 21, 2007
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BREAK WEEK!
Finally. Just when I felt like I can almost taste death, I have my break week. I don't feel like going out. Because I deserve a four day's break at home. Resting. Drawing. And of course making icons.
Yeah, yeah. I should go out more often. But I don't want to.
I still haven't gotten LP's new album yet. But I'm sure *ahem* Izuan *ahem* have it already. If you don't, go out and buy now you rich bastard. XD
Mmm... graduation ceremony coming soon. I'm not that excited. But my mom is. She's like, so enthusiastic about it. Sheesh. The only time I've seen her this enthusiastic is when I told her I bought a pair of jeans for 15 bucks and she also wanted a pair. LOL.
So might as well start up a to-do list yeah?
1) Sleep. Be lazy.
2) Start on my Anberlin's lyrics set.
3) Clean up my room
4) Book my graduation suit
Yeah yeah, about point 4. I need to do that soon. I always procrastinate and it keeps delaying every other day. Argh. If I didn't book the suit ASAP, I have to wear a size L and it will look more or less like a decorated oversized garbage bag on me.
I hope they got XXS. ROFLMAO.
And finally I have visitors to this sad excuse of a blog!
I think I know who is who. Eventhough it's always signed as anonymous. Gah. I want to buy my domain name ASAP. But I don't have a freaking credit card. T_T
Oh speaking of credit cards. I'm becoming like a robot at work. This is my pre-made speech for every customer on my counter.
"Hi, welcome to Robinsons."
"Are you paying by the Robinsons' Card mam/sir?"
"Would you like to take a look at the promotions we're having? The yellow tags are discounts for everyone. And if you're a Robinsons' Card member, we'll be having an additional 20% off."
"So total would be (insert amount here) dollars."
"Charge it to your card mam/sir?"
"Can you sign here please?/ Can I have your pin number please?"
"Thank you for shopping at Robinsons. Have a nice day!"
LOL! Yeah, I talk alot. But if there's a long queue:
"Hi. Robinson's Card?"
"Total is (insert amount here) dollars."
"Sign here/ Pin number"
"Thanks. See you again!"
XD
*sigh* Break time. I want to design a new blog layout. Preferably like an LG chocolate handphone. Mmmm... yeah. Or maybe an iPod? =( Or maybe something simpler that's more common to use as a blog?
...
...
Nah.
You know me. I want to be different. =P No one would make a PSP layout just for the sake of a blog. I'm crazy I know. But that's just how I am. =D
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Forgotten @ 12:10 AM
May 18, 2007
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Oh look! Blogger is fixed. I am sooo outdated.
Argh anyway, working = tired. Good thing is : It is not stressful. Bad thing is: My feet weighs like a thousand tons.
Ugh. Whoa. Cool. Blogger will automatically save my drafts now.
That's not my point. My point is I need sleep. Like super badly.
I look more or less like a wreck now. Even my boy says I sound like I never slept for 50 years on the phone. =(
AND they abuse me at my workplace!
I need to do fitting rooms, cashier, stocks AND sales at the same time. WTF? You think I'm super woman? Maybe I am. I became spiderwoman today climbing shelves and ladders. =(
Whee fun!
Me and Nurul went out and tested some perfumes during our break time. LOL. Anna Sui's Dolly Girl perfume = NICE. Must buy.
Oh, today I met Em for dinner and what nots. And we became drunk after eating beef hor fun. LOL.
Yeah, the Marina Square food court's beef hor fun is NICE!
So anyway, yeah. We went home like drunkards. And I kept saying I was 'claiming' shelves and ladders. And singing repeated Fall Out Boy and Red Jumpsuit Apparatus songs.
I can become an English teacher.
Climb (root word)
Claimb (past tense. Pronounced as claim.)
Yeah. It's not funny to read it like this. But it was hilarious just now.
AH WELL. I need to sleep!
PS: Thanks Rubaa for the email! =D
PPS: I totally forgot about Linkin Park's new CD until I saw the poster for Minutes to Midnight. I was like WTF!? I forgot about May 15th?
So as usual: I'm looking for anyone to loan me their LP's Minutes to Midnight copy. =D Thanks alot!
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Forgotten @ 11:48 PM
May 13, 2007
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Looking for anyone who has Paramore's "All We Know Is Falling" CD. I haven't gotten my pay so I don't have the cash to buy their CD. *sobs*
I recently got hooked on Paramore. Goodness. I love Hayley~ I love her style. I think she's even better than Avril =o
OH BTW I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE PARAMORE~ =D
PS: Oh nvm. I got the album. Thanks TJ! That was fast.. ROFL =P
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Forgotten @ 3:57 PM
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If you don't behave I'm gonna merge my blog together with my site. AND I'm gonna leave you to collect dust and house spiders in your empty entries. So STOP getting fucked up. -_-
Anyway, I've been trying to blog for like.. forever now. Everytime, it turns out as an empty post.
Yeah, I wanted to say, that I have 4 days break before the start of my proper work shifts. =(
THERE, not too hard was it? My feet are basically made of stone now. And I'm spending my time brushing up on my drawing skills. Hahaha, it's been so long since I last drew a face. I remember the last still life thing I drew was this 3 vases. A face..? I don't remember when I last drew that.
Ah well, I need to sleep. I'm still thinking of merging my blog together on my dead website =P
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Forgotten @ 3:36 AM
May 10, 2007
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Dearest Iconators and to everyone else,
Look, I've had enough of all this shit that's been throwing back and forth. Especially about bands. More specifically - My Chemical Romance. 6 years ago, they were not this big. They were just 5 normal guys, doing what they loved to do the most - making music. Now shortly after 'Helena' came out, they were making it big in the music industry. People start to love them and people start to criticize them on everything they do. But they don't care. They don't care if people laugh at them for using too much makeup. They don't care if people said they were walking vampires. They don't care if people laugh at their music.
They just put all their sweat, blood and tears to making music. Saving lifes? Yes they do. Especially with 'I'm Not Okay' and 'Famous Last Words'. If you read their song lyrics closely, there's always a message telling people that suicide won't solve anything. Live out your life, live out your dreams, your fantasies. Don't care if people laugh at you because you wanted to be a doctor or a musician or an artist. If that's what you wanna be, then go ahead and make that dream a reality.
Now, that last few paragraphs has nothing to do with what I'm gonna say. This trash talking is getting out of hand. People are saying, "OMGZ! MCR is for emos." or "MCR owns Hillary Duff anytime." or "I love Gerard Way more than my mom!" or "I don't label people, prep." Isn't that kinda contradicting? You said, you don't label people and yet you called them a prep.
Look listening to MCR does not make you an emo. Nor will listening to pop songs and wearing Abercrombie makes you a prep. I read a dictionary, does that make me a geek? I own 2 pairs of Abercrombie tops and work in a designer's section, does that makes me a prep? I listen to MCR and wear black most of the time, does that makes me an emo? I'm learning how to play the skateboard, does that make me a skatergirl? My boyfriend plays basketball, does that make me a jock as well? I wear black eyeliner everyday, does that make me a scene? No. All that makes me myself. I do whatever I like, as and when I please. WTF is labelling all about? "Oh ok, right, you're a skatergirl, you're supposed to be seated with all the skater dudes over there. This table is for us popular people. Not freaks like you."
We are not books. We don't have specific titles or genres. We don't have labels on us saying, "OMG I'm Emo! All Emos come here!" We are all humans. We all have different tastes. You don't have to make other people like the same stuffs as you do.
AND, MCR IS NOT AN OBJECT! Quit picking up fights and start to diss other people just because someone said you need help because you listen to MCR. Why? Is it a crime to listen to music? Then i guess I should be sentenced to lifetime prison because I listen to 30 Seconds to Mars, MCR and loves High School Musical. Yes, that's right. I love HSM. I think the songs are pretty awesome. I think Vanessa has a wonderful voice. I think there's a HUGE message inside that movie that we all can learn from. You people just don't give it a chance. You think only dumb kiddish Disney lovers would watch that.
Treat Bob, Ray, Gerard, Mikey and Frank as humans. Think how you would feel if people talk shit about you. Or start to spread rumors about you. Being obsessed is fine. Hey! I was obsessed with A&F/Hollister too for a long time. Don't let other people decide for you. You have a brain, use it. There's only one of you. Make yourself unique. Gerard actually said in an interview, that they are an anti-rock band. They're just being themselves.
Iconator is becoming a scene. Popularity means so much. You MUST have people commenting on your profile or icons every hour. You MUST have someone to make a dedication avvie for you to be loved. I mean come on! Geez. You'd think I'd go around commenting other people avvies saying, "Hey! I love you so much! Would you make me a dedication avvie? Thanks ILY!~" If people really admire you, they would make one for you without asking.
I didn't became magically famous when I first started. Just look at my previous avvies, I've gotten 0 comments like most of the time. In fact, I'm not even close to famous at all right now. I'm not being modest. It's a fact. I'm not aiming for AOTD, IOTD or WOTD or whatever. I just want to share my avatars and icons with all of you. And this is my ONLY chance to design stuffs and actually have people to look at them. But don't think that pasting something with a bright pink background and green text saying ILY would make you famous instantly. (Not aimed to anyone. If you have the exact avatar/icon with that description, it's purely coincidental.) You need to put in effort in what you do. I don't spend 5 minutes on one avvie, I can take up to 3 hours on an avvie. I treat every single one of my work like my own child. I don't have "Eeww this is ugly. I hate this. I'm gonna ask people to report this so it would be kicked off."
Once you press the submit button, you already committed to yourself that this is your best work. You'll love it with all your heart. And you'll kill anyone dissing it. Yes it's a big decision and commitment. So think carefully before you click.
And like I've said before plenty of times. STOP MAKING HATE AVVIES! I know it will make you famous. But it will also hurt other people and also you'll be famous for all the wrong reasons. And if you don't like it, move along. You don't have to type in "You suck! What is wrong with you?! You're a prep if you don't like MCR! Get a life!" None of those makes any sense. And think of others before you type. Don't excitedly proclaim, "YAY! Finally someone who talks sense! I hate MCR! They are so emo! Yay for making this avvie. You rock!" How would you like it if someone commented on your 'Juicy' handbag avvies saying, "You said MCR was emo? I think you're a crazy prep! I don't think you even can afford to buy this handbag!" Yes, then of course you would retaliate back on whoever's profile. And this would never end. Then others would butt in and then a crazy chaos would be unleashed between Juicy Couture and MCR.
Think. If that someone never started the hate avvie, none of this would have happened right? Everyone would just be happy, admiring other people's works of art and moving along on those that are not really their interest. Iconator would be a more peaceful and happy place.
I think I have made my point. Thank you for reading. If there's any point that I've missed, I'll be sure to add them in.
XoXoX
Chaos
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Forgotten @ 11:03 AM
May 08, 2007
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I want to become a photographer. Or a graphic designer. But problem is... I don't know where or how to start. I wanna live my dreams... My fantasy, you know?
Can't believe I'd just cock up and joined chemical engineering. Yeah, I know some of you out there are DYING to get in this course. You deserve the spot way more than me. Right now I'm working at Robinsons. Why? I don't know... Just a temp job to pass the time and to get some income.
ARGH! I'm at a loss now. Am I good at the stuffs that I like? Like photographing and stuffs? You people have seen my work... What do you think? But designing companies won't recruit people without the proper 'paper' qualifications. *sigh*
Wasted. Own company perhaps?
Freelance photographer sounds awesome. Not much income, but hey, it's cool. Doing something I love is worth more.
Should I? But I don't know where to start seriously. I don't even have a portfolio. Is deviantART considered as portfolio? =/
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Forgotten @ 11:25 PM
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I want to become a photographer. Or a graphic designer. But problem is... I don't know where or how to start. I wanna live my dreams... My fantasy, you know?
Can't believe I'd just cock up and joined chemical engineering. Yeah, I know some of you out there are DYING to get in this course. You deserve the spot way more than me. Right now I'm working at Robinsons. Why? I don't know... Just a temp job to pass the time and to get some income.
ARGH! I'm at a loss now. Am I good at the stuffs that I like? Like photographing and stuffs? You people have seen my work... What do you think? But designing companies won't recruit people without the proper 'paper' qualifications. *sigh*
Wasted. Own company perhaps?
Freelance photographer sounds awesome. Not much income, but hey, it's cool. Doing something I love is worth more.
Should I? But I don't know where to start seriously. I don't even have a portfolio. Is deviantART considered as portfolio? =/
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Forgotten @ 11:25 PM
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Seriously. I think I got the commentitis - the illness for comments. It's like crazy. I can't stop reading comments on my Iconator profile. But they made me happy seriously. Wonderful people like Lizzie, Ali, Amy, Rubaa, Megan and a couple of others seriously made my day with their comments. Listed on Top Rated Users' list.... And to think I started off in Iconator as a nobody. Heh.
I barely got more than 3 comments for my earlier avvies. Hey, but it doesn't matter much if I got 1 or 100 comments. As long as people like my work and keeps coming back for more, I will feel happy.
Oh well, I'm glad I've made it this far. But of course I wouldn't have done it without you guys. =) Thanks a lot.
Oh, I'm going overseas for my holiday. I'm gonna bring Stacie along and take pictures with her. It's gonna be hella fun.
In case you hadn't notice, Stacie's my Panasonic Lumix DMC-FZ20. Long name for a camera. XD
Kinda cool now that I know how to manipulate shutter speed and aperture for the perfect shot. Too bad I don't have hands of stone. =/
Working-wise, I think it's pretty alright. Nurul's a great working buddy.
But problem is... I can't stand in one spot forever! I almost died today. Geez... My feet feels like a thousand needles stabbing at my soles. *sigh*
I want to order a seat for the cashier counter. ROFL!
Oh well, time to sleep. Tomorrow is night shift. Muahaha.. Can wake up a little later.
PS: Blogger is still VERY screwed up. TSK.
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Forgotten @ 10:57 PM
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First day at sales floor. Note to self: Don't wear pointies and heels when you're on cashier duty. Your feet will feel like... I don't know... it hurts. Blah.
And I'm fucking tired. Ah well. SLEEP!
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Forgotten @ 12:40 AM
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First day at sales floor. Note to self: Don't wear pointies and heels when you're on cashier duty. Your feet will feel like... I don't know... it hurts. Blah.
And I'm fucking tired. Ah well. SLEEP!
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Forgotten @ 12:40 AM
May 06, 2007
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So far I've come across more than 5 sites with my avatars submitted without given any or the proper credit at all. I'm so pissed off. But at least it hasn't reached a point where people claims them to be their own. I would so screw whosoever head off, stuff it with ice cream and screw it back on. Then they will get brain freeze for the rest of their lifes. Hmmph.
Yes obviously I'm angry. How would you like it if people come and steal something you have worked on for ages? And then claiming them as their own? And have other people praise them? Fuck.
Gah..
Anyway, I drew a picture today. Quite emotive. But it's a common idea. I sent it on my deviantART.
Did I ever tell you I'm obsessed with photography? =)
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Forgotten @ 5:02 PM
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Okay... Blogger looks pretty screwed up for me. Hmm....
Oh, I've made a deviantART account. I think that's where I'll be posting my photographies now. You can delete my Picasa photo album now. XD
Hell, I'll even post my drawings. If I think they are good enough.
*yawn*
1st day of cashier training. Fun. A little scary. But fun. And my shift work people seems fun enough. XD Crazy and lame bunch. Asking dumb questions. Heh. Oh well, it won't be too bad then. =)
Monday is practical training. Seems like school days now. Cept you get paid to study. Hah!
Oh, my deviantART account: quarterpastchaos.deviantart.com
(Duh. All my registered links are with a "Quarter Past Chaos" prefix. Next would be www.quarterpastchaos.com *evil laugh*)
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Forgotten @ 1:54 AM
May 05, 2007
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ANBERLIN COMING TO SINGAPORE ON 3RD JUNE~~~~~!!! HOLY CHEESECAKE! Hope I can go. Or drop somewhere nearby. XD
COOOLLL~~~ I'm so hyped. *squeal*
!!!! I think I'm gonna faint soon. XD
Oooh.. they are touring with Copeland. I've heard of Copeland before but I never actually heard any of their songs before. Or rather I never gave them a chance. XD Gonna go around and hear their previews. *screams*
ANBERLIN! ZOMFG!
*dies*
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Forgotten @ 12:05 AM
May 04, 2007
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I'm gonna start work pretty soon. That's right, I'm working. *gasp*
As a sales assistant in Robinsons. Haha. But I'm not telling which branch. Ask me personally if you want. XD
But it's only for 9 days span within 2 weeks. Temp job. Better than nothing. Need to pay back loans, computer loan, school loan(s), phone bills (to my mum) and my closet. Need to buy new stuffs. AND a guitar. LOL!
I'm not worried about the guitar. I can share the guitar money with my brother. Besides it's not that expensive. Thought it would be fun learning something new for the time being. Then I'm gonna learn hiphop dancing. Pretty got my plans laid out. Just... need... money. And stop procrastinating. *sigh*
I'm looking forward to 2 new videos right now. One is Teenagers - My Chemical Romance and the other is A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds To Mars. The wait is "killing me, killing me~" *sings*
PS: Oh I know perfection will kill you. I almost killed this layout because of tweaking. =( Lucky I got a backup HTML copy. *phew*
-Off to design some more Avatars (need to finish my Evanescence set)
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Forgotten @ 4:26 PM
May 03, 2007
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w00t! I'm so psyched for this. 'A Beautiful Lie' is 30 Seconds to Mars' next single! Ahhh! I voted for that till my finger dropped off. But seriously I can't choose between the choices. I actually wanted 'The Story' but then 'A Beautiful Lie' has more message inside it.
I hope Bartholomew Cubbins directs this video again. *wink*
And only true 30stm fans knows why in the world am I winking. XD
AHHHHH~~ I can't wait for the video!!!!!
I'll get to work on how some tutorials for icons/avvies.
PS: Thanks ali and amy for the updates! Hahaha.. Gosh I need to check on their websites often. T_T
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Forgotten @ 11:43 AM
May 02, 2007
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Woot! I redesigned my blog layout. Or should I say interface now? XD
Inspired by the Sony PSP design, I decided to make an blog interface based on it. It took me 2 whole hours to render the rough design of the PSP. *phew*
But I guess it was all worth it. Cause I think it looks awesome. =)
AND I can use my site and this blog as some sort like my portfolio. Cause apparently, designing companies only recruit people with portfolios and well... talents. And they wanna see it for themselves.
You want talent? I'll show you what I can do.
Oh, I do not own a PSP, so I do not know if this design looks exactly like the real one. But I guess it's kinda close. Whee... Oh and my URL redirection is done. Now I got address masking AND the address is much shorter. Heh.
Next on my to-do list would be adding content to my website and maybe publish out one blogskin. Boo-yah!
PS: The other buttons you see on this PSP doesn't work. It's there just for decoration purpose.
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Forgotten @ 7:27 PM
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Hooray! I clocked 4hours this time round to code and design my new website. That's right. 4 hours! Hahaha. Cause I used the base code from this blog. =P So my life is easier now.
Well yeah, now that the website is up, I don't think I'm gonna need this much links in this blog. I'm gonna design and code a new layout tomorrow. I'm thinking of something like a handphone layout with working buttons. Muahahahaha *dies*
If you wanna visit my website : Click Here!
Nothing is up yet. I just settled the links, design and a couple of basic pages. Heh. I'm waiting for a message from my URL redirect host for a shorter address. =)
What is gonna be on my site? Well some tutorials for animating stuffs... Err.. Some blogskins... Some other random junks that I made and I wanna share... Yeah stuffs like that.
PS: ARGH! Why did I waste 3 years in Chem Eng? *stabs self* T_T
I don't mind sitting for 5 straight hours staring at HTML but I do mind sitting for 5 mins staring at a flow diagram. =(
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May 01, 2007
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Sanctuary
©Quarter Past Chaos
Doing everything I can to escape to my sanctuary,
As this razor blade kisses the skin on my wrist,
Everything seems to swirl and blurring out of focus.
I'm falling into oblivion. But I don't want to get up.
Where will I run to?
As the darkness rapes my tortured soul.
Hearing voices that aren't there.
I'm frightened but I know that they will not harm me.
Why do I exist in this world? What am I living for?
Only to be humiliated and being ashamed of who I am.
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe for me.
Where I can be myself and the only sound of laughter is my own.
I love to walk under the rain, then no one can see me crying
As the thunder muffles all my screams I held inside,
I feel safe here from strangers with blank faces and
Words that cuts though like a blade. (Is anybody there?)
Why do I exist in this world? What am I living for?
Only to be humiliated and being ashamed of who I am.
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe for me.
Where I can be myself and the only sound of laughter is my own.
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©Quarter Past Chaos
Doing everything I can to escape to my sanctuary,
As this razor blade kisses the skin on my wrist,
Everything seems to swirl and blurring out of focus.
I'm falling into oblivion. But I don't want to get up.
Where will I run to?
As the darkness rapes my tortured soul.
Hearing voices that aren't there.
I'm frightened but I know that they will not harm me.
Why do I exist in this world? What am I living for?
Only to be humiliated and being ashamed of who I am.
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe for me.
Where I can be myself and the only sound of laughter is my own.
I love to walk under the rain, then no one can see me crying
As the thunder muffles all my screams I held inside,
I feel safe here from strangers with blank faces and
Words that cuts though like a blade. (Is anybody there?)
Why do I exist in this world? What am I living for?
Only to be humiliated and being ashamed of who I am.
I need to find my sanctuary, someplace safe for me.
Where I can be myself and the only sound of laughter is my own.
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I'm only testing out some different writing genres. T_T I definitely do not support slitting your wrist or whatever nonsense that involves suicide. I'll write some lovey-dovey stuffs as well. Just to balance things up. Will be hard. LOL.
Oh yeah. This is my 14th completed creation. Yay!
PS: I love my 'qp-chaos' trademark. =D I wanna do designing..... *sobs*
Oh yeah. This is my 14th completed creation. Yay!
PS: I love my 'qp-chaos' trademark. =D I wanna do designing..... *sobs*
Labels: Chaos' Babies
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Forgotten @ 1:40 AM
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Chatted with 'Tingz', 'LightT' and 'Ishida' today. How I miss the old times in RO. Sometimes I want to turn the hands of time back to when it was before. All of us together in Destiny... *sigh*
Of course I could no longer have that much of commitment to playing online games as I had before. I got a temp job at Robinsons today. =( Will start work on 20th May.
I'm addicted to designing right now. Designing and writing poems. I'm experimenting with blogskins and display pictures/avatars right now. Kinda hooked. =3
And my passion for RO has, well... died. I've been playing since somewhere in '03. Yeah it's been about 4 years now. Sometimes stuffs like this happens, you'd get tired of one thing, and move on the next.
I wonder how marriage would be like then. Seeing someone for 30-50 years.. Whoa... My longest relationship was 2 years and that was kinda long enough for me. Maybe, I haven't met Mr. Right yet. Maybe I'll know when the time comes. Yeah. Maybe.
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