June 24, 2007
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Yup, update my blog to my deviantart account.
I can't keep up with both blogger and deviantart. So yeah. This blogger won't be updated anymore. Wheeeeeee... =D
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Forgotten @ 8:21 PM
June 23, 2007
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Super tired.
Not much to say. I'll discuss the details of my trip tomorrow. For now, pictures:
My deviantART
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Forgotten @ 4:17 AM
June 17, 2007
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Just when I thought I had an idea... I double checked Iconator...
AND!
Saw that someone already had done a series of it. =( And it's pretty cute too! *sigh*
Should I make it?
And my presence on DA is getting a little well known. Already with 800+ page views. Not too bad.
Not to mention I was featured on a journal entry. Heh, my first featured deviation.
Oh well... I'll better be starting on my avvies collection. Hmm... or should I continue making lyrics set? But the next set is FOB's collection. And their songs.... WELL... it's alot.
Not to mention lengthy lyrics. AND how much I love them. XD
Gonna go out celebrate father's day soon. =)
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Forgotten @ 2:38 PM
June 15, 2007
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I'm leaving Singapore on 20 June. Yay much? Yes.
I'm on an assignment to capture.... photo shoots.
Hah. Where am I going? Well, you just have to wait for the pictures on my DA yeah? XD
Oh, oh.. graduation was alright. Haha, thought I'd screw up and fall flat on the stage or something. Heh, luckily I didn't. =D
Yay! Congrats to all graduates~ =)
PARAMORE ROCKS MY SOCKS, FEET, TOES AND ANKLES. =)
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Forgotten @ 12:31 AM
June 12, 2007
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You've Completely Destroyed Me Baby, Now What?
©Quarter Past Chaos
I've been looking into that photo for too long,
The memories kept flashing back in my mind.
It seared my heart and left a permanent scar,
I'm still waiting for this pain to fade away.
I packed all the things I held in my heart,
Packed them up and threw them away.
The tears will fall, the cries will begin,
But I try to tell myself to move on.
It's so hard to erase you from my mind,
When everything reminds me of you.
The times we shared, the moments we had,
So hard to shake you off from my mind.
The way you haunt me in my dreams,
The way your words haunts when I'm awake.
You might have moved on I know,
But I'm still living in this make-believe fairytale.
Feels like tightening in your chest,
Like someone is choking your throat.
You're fighting the tears, swallowing it down.
But the more you resist, the harder it hurts.
It's so hard to erase you from my mind,
When everything reminds me of you.
The times we shared, the moments we had,
So hard to shake you off from my mind.
It's so hard to erase you from my mind,
When everything reminds me of you.
The times we shared, the moments we had,
So hard to shake you off from my mind.
It's hard. But I'll manage...
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©Quarter Past Chaos
I've been looking into that photo for too long,
The memories kept flashing back in my mind.
It seared my heart and left a permanent scar,
I'm still waiting for this pain to fade away.
I packed all the things I held in my heart,
Packed them up and threw them away.
The tears will fall, the cries will begin,
But I try to tell myself to move on.
It's so hard to erase you from my mind,
When everything reminds me of you.
The times we shared, the moments we had,
So hard to shake you off from my mind.
The way you haunt me in my dreams,
The way your words haunts when I'm awake.
You might have moved on I know,
But I'm still living in this make-believe fairytale.
Feels like tightening in your chest,
Like someone is choking your throat.
You're fighting the tears, swallowing it down.
But the more you resist, the harder it hurts.
It's so hard to erase you from my mind,
When everything reminds me of you.
The times we shared, the moments we had,
So hard to shake you off from my mind.
It's so hard to erase you from my mind,
When everything reminds me of you.
The times we shared, the moments we had,
So hard to shake you off from my mind.
It's hard. But I'll manage...
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Forgotten @ 1:58 AM
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Well a couple of nice stuffs happens. We got a 26" LCD TV from a lucky draw. LOL! What are the chances of that happening huh?
AND what are the chances of us winning 1st prize huh?
LOL! We're pretty damn lucky. Considering we went to the dad's Police Family Day for 20 consecutive years and never did won anything. Heh. Yeah, 20 years, ever since I was a baby.
It's becoming more like a custom to have to go to the Family Day every year. *shakes head*
We even left the place early and we didn't bothered with the lucky draw. Heh, surprised we actually won.
ANYWAY, with all good things, comes bad things.
1. My laptop was on the verge of reformat. GAWD. The graphics card was fucked up. Thank god it was alright before I need to reformat it.
2. My phone died. It can't be switched on. GAH. I hope tomorrow would get better. gjksdhgajh!
3. My wisdom tooth is KILLING me. It's growing at a slow painful pace. =(
I also cut my hair today. Hee.. And redyed it. O_O Yeah, yeah. I should stop dying so often. My hair is becoming like wheat grass. =(
Anyway, yeah.... that'd be all. I don't have the mood to type.
Mood swings = not good = bad time of the month. Bleh.
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Forgotten @ 1:01 AM
June 10, 2007
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I miss you. But there's not much I can do about it.
I'll just let it pass.
I'll ignore the fact that it's killing me inside every time I pictured you in my mind.
But it's alright. I have gone through this a million times.
Everything will get better soon.
But I still wonder... Will it ever end for me?
Am I doomed to suffer failure for the rest of life?
It hurts.
But I smile to conceal the fact that I'm hurt.
It works.
But I'm lying to myself.
I'm not alright. Everything is wrong. Nothing is going the way I want it to be.
But I just let it flow.
I'll just follow the flow. Like a dandelion seed being carried by the breeze.
When the wind stops, that's where I'll settle.
I won't complain. I won't be angry.
That's fate.
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Forgotten @ 12:47 PM
June 09, 2007
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Finally I got off my lazy and procrastinating butt to do one public use blogskins. Hahaha. Had lots of fun doing the base image.
My blogskins would be based on my written media (i.e: Poems, songs, stories). I'll even make skins from bands or musicians. Well if I stop being lazy that is. And sad to say, these only work for blogger.
Anyway, the first skin is up. Based on my first ever written poem : "The Mirror Not Only Tells The Truth But A Whole Lot More."
Preview the skin by clicking the image. The download pack contains 2 image files, a help text file and a BlogHTML document file. Please read the text file first.
Feedbacks are appreciated. Email me or leave me a message in my MSN or AIM. Thanks.
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Forgotten @ 8:18 PM
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Revenge Is A Nice Way To Put It But I Only Want You Dead Now
©Quarter Past Chaos
I never forgotten that scar you gave me,
Your tainted promises and your adulterated lies.
I never can forget that smile you had on your face,
Seeing me suffer as I am wasted away.
As the bullet rips through my head,
Wouldn't you believe it that I'm dead?
The echoing of your crazed laughter still resonated
Within the walls of my empty heart.
If I ever go down, I'm taking you with me.
My cries may fall upon deaf ears,
But you are forgetting one thing,
The dead aren't silent.
If I ever go down, I'm not going down alone.
My cries may fall upon deaf ears,
But you are forgetting one thing,
The dead aren't silent.
I've given you hints, I'm taking my revenge.
I've already warned you, but you shun them away.
Those sleepless nights, the shadows following you,
Are just my way of saying, "I'm back".
(You took my life away and now I'm taking it back.)
If I ever go down, I'm taking you with me.
My cries may fall upon deaf ears,
But you are forgetting one thing,
The dead aren't silent.
If I ever go down, I'm not going down alone.
My cries may fall upon deaf ears,
But you are forgetting one thing,
The dead aren't silent.
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©Quarter Past Chaos
I never forgotten that scar you gave me,
Your tainted promises and your adulterated lies.
I never can forget that smile you had on your face,
Seeing me suffer as I am wasted away.
As the bullet rips through my head,
Wouldn't you believe it that I'm dead?
The echoing of your crazed laughter still resonated
Within the walls of my empty heart.
If I ever go down, I'm taking you with me.
My cries may fall upon deaf ears,
But you are forgetting one thing,
The dead aren't silent.
If I ever go down, I'm not going down alone.
My cries may fall upon deaf ears,
But you are forgetting one thing,
The dead aren't silent.
I've given you hints, I'm taking my revenge.
I've already warned you, but you shun them away.
Those sleepless nights, the shadows following you,
Are just my way of saying, "I'm back".
(You took my life away and now I'm taking it back.)
If I ever go down, I'm taking you with me.
My cries may fall upon deaf ears,
But you are forgetting one thing,
The dead aren't silent.
If I ever go down, I'm not going down alone.
My cries may fall upon deaf ears,
But you are forgetting one thing,
The dead aren't silent.
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Not a song obviously. I'm pissed off. None of your business. I'm going underground a while. In other words, I'm M.I.A.
I'm not dead. I'm just fucking crazy alright?
I'm not dead. I'm just fucking crazy alright?
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Forgotten @ 12:19 AM
June 07, 2007
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OH. I collected my graduation suit today. LOL. Kinda look like a church choir dress. You know that huge smock. Yeah. I suck wearing it.
Anyway, I need to make a tough decision. Ooohhh. Life and death situation. Nah jk.
A guitar.
An mp3 player.
A new phone.
Wardrobe makeover.
=/
The first two is the top choices now though. ARGH~ I only got 300 bucks left~ Minus the electricity bill, minus my cellphone bill... So that leaves me roughly with 200 bucks. Getting my hair done soon. That leaves me with roughly.... 150 bucks. ARGH.
Y'know what? Forget it. I'll just save the money in the bank y'all. Yeah, y'know what I'm sayin?
(I'm doing it agggaaiiinnn... T__T)
Oh! I have a thing for beatboxers. No no, not like Blake from American Idol. He's good. But not pro like Rahzel or Roxorloops or Joseph that French Idol dude.
GODDDDDDDSSS OFFFF BEAATTTBOOXXXIINNNGG.
Watch these.
Rahzel
Roxorloops
Joseph (It's in french. But it's alright just listen to the beatboxing.)
Beatboxing Flute Inspector Gadget Remix
Not really beatboxing but it's fucking awesome
I THINK THIS IS THE BEST ONE (Not as godly as Joseph. But it's hella entertaining. And good.)
Art is my way of life. Why did I join a science course and suffer my 3 years in hell? =/
Stupid girl. Waste your talents. Stupid.
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Did I ever tell you I am a denim slut? Yeah. I am. I have a whole stack of jeans which I didn't wear. Some are really vintage. Like my dad's Levi's jeans from the 1970's. Hell yeah. It's old. And rugged. Or his Wrangler jeans. Man. Some old skool stuffs there. Love to collect. But not to wear. Cause some of the cuts are really odd. XD Old skool cuts. =o
I bought myself a pair of S&K jeans. AGAIN. But this looked awesome. It's all faded and rugged and well.... Vintage. Ahhh~! I almost got this pair of A&F capris. LOL. Thank god I stopped myself. If not well. I would be extra poor now.
Hahaha.. I hate Hollister's tees. You know why? Their sleeves are cropped short. I can't wear cropped sleeves! I have fat arms. =( I need to wear long sleeves. =) I like long sleeves though. And stripes. Mmmm.. Stripes...
ANYWAY. My collection of jeans is like. Really alot. And it keeps growing~~ Together with my Khakis collection. LOL! Ok, I know I got more than enough pants to last me a life time. But I don't have clothes. XD And I don't wear skirts so yeah. X_X
I'm not a dressy person really. Polo tees, jeans and sneakers are my thing. Simple and casual enough. Blah. Alright it's getting late. I needa sssslllleeeepppppp!
TTYL!
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Forgotten @ 12:36 AM
June 06, 2007
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Well for once, I woke up early. 8am. Gasp much?
Then I went out jogging. Double gasp.
When I came back, my mom didn't cook. So I'm left to starve and eat bread. I missed breakfast, lunch and dinner. And I only ate 2 slices of bread for the whole day.
I'm hungry now.
ANYWAY, got my pay. 400 bucks. Kinda sad. But what did you expect from 9 days of work? I have to slog for a month during my attachment to get that much. So okay, part of me is happy.
I also got AOTD (Avatar of The Day) in Iconator. AND a couple of my MCR avvies hit top avvies. So happy. This may not mean much to you non-designers, but it means the world to me. =D
I'm in a fantastic account with 4 of Iconator's best. OMG~~ I'm sooo honored! I'm still a newbie on this and I'm working with the pros. AHhhhhH~!
Rachel, Megan, Lizzie and Punk: ILYSVM!!!111oneone`!!1
I spent the whole day taking stupid pictures of soda in a glass. Tomorrow I'm gonna draw. With pencil!
Oh and collect my graduation suit. My mom has been bugging me forever. =( She's sooo enthusiastic about my graduation. O_O
Bored, people? Here's some videos you need to watch on YouTube.
Selected from my favorite list.
Charlie and The Candy Mountain
WATCH. THIS. No common sense needed. WATTTCCCHHH IITTT CHHARRLLIEEE~~ XD
Muffins!
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! 'Nuff said.
Family Guy - Stewie
Family Guy currently owns my socks.
30 Seconds To Mars - A Modern Myth (Acoustic)
=D Best song eevvveerrrr on acoustic. Besides 3 Doors Down and Daughtry. =)
The Simpsons - Homer Thinks Bart Is Gay
Love this alot. =D
30 Seconds To Mars- A Beautiful Lie
Their next single YYYAAAAYYYY!!! Can't wait for the video. I voted for this until my fingers bleed. XD
Panic! At The Disco - Ryan & Brendon Bloopers
LOL. As much as I hate Panic!'s guts now, I must admit they are pretty funny. And I love their songs. Just not Brendon singing 'live'. Who knows, maybe I might change my views after their second album? Just maybe. XD
30 Seconds To Mars - Jared and His Blackberry
THIS IS FUGGING INSANELY FUNNY. My ritual everyday to watch this at least once. Hahahaha. Looks like he's on craccckkk. XD I never get tired of this.
All my favorite Family Guy short clips and SMOSH need to be watched!
...SEE MORE HERE...
Chyeah! If you're like fucking bored. Go and watch some videos. =D
PS: I changed my views on Linkin Park's MTM album. It's AWESOME!! Go get it!
PPS: Paramore's RIOT ssssooooonnnnnnnn.... =D
PPPS: myblogskinsarenotdoneyetlol
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Forgotten @ 2:46 AM
June 04, 2007
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Fairy Tales Don't Always Have To End With A 'Happily Ever After'
©Quarter Past Chaos
I still remember when the first time that you looked at me,
And when you smiled, that was the time when you had me blinded.
The way you laugh, the way you cry and then the way you walk.
It never fails to make me smile just to hear you talk.
Was it the way how we first met,
That it ends up in this mess?
This book, its pages kept filling,
Until we've reached the final chapters.
Give me a reason to keep holding on,
When my dreams kept breaking apart.
But as the day goes by and as the night just passes on,
We're still together but it isn't the same anymore.
I don't know what we did or whatever we did was fate,
Just hope that we could stop all of it before it's too late.
I've tried so hard; I've tried to stand strong,
When nothing's right and everything's wrong.
This book, its pages kept filling,
Until we've reached the final chapters.
Give me a reason to keep holding on,
When my dreams kept breaking apart.
This is not how we’ve planned it to end.
In fact, I don’t want it to end at all.
But against the will of nature, fate has taken a turn,
I have to accept the fact that this is really goodbye.
This book, its pages kept filling,
Until we've reached the final chapters.
Give me a reason to keep holding on,
When my dreams kept breaking apart.
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©Quarter Past Chaos
I still remember when the first time that you looked at me,
And when you smiled, that was the time when you had me blinded.
The way you laugh, the way you cry and then the way you walk.
It never fails to make me smile just to hear you talk.
Was it the way how we first met,
That it ends up in this mess?
This book, its pages kept filling,
Until we've reached the final chapters.
Give me a reason to keep holding on,
When my dreams kept breaking apart.
But as the day goes by and as the night just passes on,
We're still together but it isn't the same anymore.
I don't know what we did or whatever we did was fate,
Just hope that we could stop all of it before it's too late.
I've tried so hard; I've tried to stand strong,
When nothing's right and everything's wrong.
This book, its pages kept filling,
Until we've reached the final chapters.
Give me a reason to keep holding on,
When my dreams kept breaking apart.
This is not how we’ve planned it to end.
In fact, I don’t want it to end at all.
But against the will of nature, fate has taken a turn,
I have to accept the fact that this is really goodbye.
This book, its pages kept filling,
Until we've reached the final chapters.
Give me a reason to keep holding on,
When my dreams kept breaking apart.
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I'll miss you.
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Forgotten @ 1:06 AM
June 03, 2007
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That's not the only thing that is done....
I called for a break. It's over. There's no spark in this r/s anymore. No point in us going on if it's becoming more and more like a boring routine for both of us. Thanks for all the times we had together. Wish you all the best in your future. Hope you can be a rockstar like what you've always wanted. =) Just don't forget this crazy girl alright?
Glad he also understood me and felt the same way. That's what I like about him in the first place. We think and feel alike. There's this weird connection I got instantly when he said hi to me. Weird. Pretty weird.
ANYWAY! On a lighter note: The Volcom skin is done. It took me faster than what I expected. Mainly because the content is not in. And I used the base coding for this blogskin of mine. Heh, I was kinda lazy. And this was for my brother. AND I was in a not so good mood. So yeah.... Heh.
Alright time to end this. I'll design some public-use blogskins tomorrow. Don't worry. And also start on a couple of avatars.
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Forgotten @ 11:06 PM
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So I didn't go out to buy my MP3 player and what nots. But it's okay. It's still pretty early in the day. It's only 1:30pm. =D I could go in the evening time or whatever.
Anyway, I've started to collect some stock photos for the custom Volcom blogskin. I got a rough idea on how it's gonna look like.
And I actually have second thoughts on buying a new camera. Like a slimmer, more compact camera. Like Nikon Coolpix or whatever. But those don't really allow you to control the shots. They are mostly automatic. Just snap and go. =(
But you know, Stacie is awesome. She has been with me... for like.. almost a year? Her resolution is not bad. 5 mega pixels is not bad either. =/
[Start of camera lingo]
What I like about her is the F2.8, 12x Leica optical zoom lens. Although the outcome is a little grainy and noisy, I think her ultra-zooming features are fantastic.
But the LCD screen doesn't light up in dark places. Which sucks. Cause you can't see anything until the picture is taken. =( Oh oh, I love playing with the manual focus ring. LOL. It makes me feel like I'm a photographer. Hehehe...
[/End of camera lingo]
I would go out and buy the external conversion lens or filters for her though. (LOL I'm beginning to speak like a camera pro-wannabe.) But you know.. I'd rather save my money and buy something more useful.
And I've attended online lessons on photography though. So yeah. Why online? Because I'm lazy to go out for class. XD
Hmm.... alright, I guess I'll be spending the day on PS doing that layout and another day doing the coding. =(
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Forgotten @ 1:26 PM
June 02, 2007
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Listen Close (I've Had Enough)
©Quarter Past Chaos
I've had enough of your fake promises,
And your mask that you put to hide it all behind.
Guess what? I've already seen through you,
The way you smile when you say everything is fine.
If you think that I would die without you,
You couldn't be anymore wrong.
And if you think that I would cry for you,
This is the last time you'll hear this song.
So listen close, as these words fall,
Piercing through your empty heart.
So listen close, to me as I,
Laugh this loneliness away.
This is the last time you'll hear from me,
I'm standing on my own now, we're never meant to be.
If you think that I would die without you,
You couldn't be anymore wrong.
And if you think that I would cry for you,
This is the last time you'll hear this song.
So listen close, as these words fall,
Piercing through your empty heart.
So listen close, to me as I,
Laugh this loneliness away.
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The good part is I've rearranged my gallery a little. I've re-added back my poems. Didn't realized I got 16 completed works. Anyway, this also means my procrastination is back. I didn't start on my blogskins at all. Cause I was making an icon for the icon star contest that was going on. Heh, I was too excited I suppose.
So yeah, I've gracefully added a pop-up window to every poem link. =)
The top poem at the top? It's about being strong to yourself. Who needs men? LOL. The way I've seen it, they only make use of you. Blah. But that's just my whack love life.
Maybe I'll change my style of writings when I've found someone true enough.
...
...
...
*burst out laughing*
Sorry. That seems ridiculous to me. =/ Alright that'd be all for today.
WTF did I do today??!
Oh yeah. I watched TV and designed that avatar.
Tomorrow gonna buy a new MP3 player. (I hope if I'm not too lazy.)
©Quarter Past Chaos
I've had enough of your fake promises,
And your mask that you put to hide it all behind.
Guess what? I've already seen through you,
The way you smile when you say everything is fine.
If you think that I would die without you,
You couldn't be anymore wrong.
And if you think that I would cry for you,
This is the last time you'll hear this song.
So listen close, as these words fall,
Piercing through your empty heart.
So listen close, to me as I,
Laugh this loneliness away.
This is the last time you'll hear from me,
I'm standing on my own now, we're never meant to be.
If you think that I would die without you,
You couldn't be anymore wrong.
And if you think that I would cry for you,
This is the last time you'll hear this song.
So listen close, as these words fall,
Piercing through your empty heart.
So listen close, to me as I,
Laugh this loneliness away.
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The good part is I've rearranged my gallery a little. I've re-added back my poems. Didn't realized I got 16 completed works. Anyway, this also means my procrastination is back. I didn't start on my blogskins at all. Cause I was making an icon for the icon star contest that was going on. Heh, I was too excited I suppose.
So yeah, I've gracefully added a pop-up window to every poem link. =)
The top poem at the top? It's about being strong to yourself. Who needs men? LOL. The way I've seen it, they only make use of you. Blah. But that's just my whack love life.
Maybe I'll change my style of writings when I've found someone true enough.
...
...
...
*burst out laughing*
Sorry. That seems ridiculous to me. =/ Alright that'd be all for today.
WTF did I do today??!
Oh yeah. I watched TV and designed that avatar.
Tomorrow gonna buy a new MP3 player. (I hope if I'm not too lazy.)
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Forgotten @ 11:21 PM
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I'm gonna start designing on my blog skins. So right now, I got only 1 specific custom order. Heh, the others, well.. I haven't ask exactly what they wanted.
Trip was pretty fun. I already uploaded most of my shots to my DA account.
deviantART
Alright that'd be all. I'm pretty tired. =(
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Forgotten @ 12:58 AM
